Hey. Its been a minute. Hours… actually months since i’ve written any blogs. Ive done video blogs here and there but nothing written. I realized why i had not written in so long.. i just wasnt ready. as im sure you all remember 6 months ago my marriage ended and i started a new career. i’ve just had a lot on my plate the last 6 months i need to sort out. spent a lot of time visiting home and seeing my family and friends. its been new. its actually been great. taking this months away from spilling my words on to a blog really gave me to time to reflect, stay motivated, and feel something was mine for a change. long story short. i am in a much better place than i ever dreamed of. my career change has been going wonderful. i’ve really been focusing what i want and how to get there. i feel truly happy for the first time since i’ve come to California. its like i finally selected the right path to get my goal. and i’ve learned a great lesson. patience. ive always been such a stickler with planning. i think it gave me some sort of control. now i’ve learned no matter what you plan, plans change, and life is what happens why youre trying to plan it. the more variables in a plan, the more likely it is to change. so i’ve simplified my life. i’ve been focusing on my plan for me. and not changing that plan for others right now. my plan is the plan i need to stay focused on. and once my life plan is up and running, everything else will fall in to place. i dont worry about 10 years out based on someone else. i dream about what i want and where i want to be in 10 years on my own. ok… done rambling. so yes. i have found true happiness in myself out of a saddening situation. but thats how the old stereotypical saying goes right? silver lining.
Ive been working with Machinima on some projects. helping a few clients with freelance social media help, planning an event for e3, became the co host on Bagged and Boarded, just a ton of things i can do all at once and actually enjoy, alot.